i had big plans for this blog. anything i have big plans for is destined to fail. this isn't exactly a "fail" though. my daughter either has really bad tourettes or something else so i've been too busy to talk about me. it happened quite suddenly; we ate dinner, then her shoulder and head began to jerk. i have spent the last, almost, three weeks trying to keep us from being assaulted by her. she has it bad. no vocal tic as of yet just bad physical tics. within just a few days of it starting, her whole body jerks almost constantly unless she is asleep. the worst of it is the hitting, kicking, and throwing. she hits us, she hits things, she kicks us, she kicks things, and it seems that just about everything she touches she throws. i have had to start feeding her so that she does not throw her food. that was going well till she started spitting out every bite i put in her mouth. by now you are probably wondering where the doctor is and why isn't she on medicine. funny how we jump to conclusions that way. always assuming the child is not getting the care they need. well she has been trying tenex. she started it a couple days ago. she sleeps ALOT and when she is awake she is the same as above only with a dumb tired look on her face. i do not know her anymore. she is miserable. i am miserable. i think everyone is feeling something similar. i long to hear her laugh cause i don't think she has in awhile.
your neighborhood pill head
about five minutes after i wrote this my daughter woke up from another nap and talked to me for about a half hour. she only hit me 7 times and if i didn't look at her eyes it was alot like the girl i used to know
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