well its been a couple months because i was busy being a nutcase. for the last couple months i have done nothing but yell and cry. thank you gabapentin for ruining my life. okay not completely just for the last couple of months. i ended up in the e.r. over those evil pills cause i was losing it and had the worst migraine i have ever had. when i say losing it i mean losing it. felt like a bad trip on acid i had when i was a young dumb teen. after that i weaned off of them. i have some serious gaps in my memory now and still sometimes am not sure what is going on is real. hopefully this will all go away for good. the rheumy put me on a low dose of effexor. i guess thats supposed to help my pain. it won't, ive tried it before, but im playing the game. im being a good patient for fear of losing my pain pills that actually do help. i will now try to be here more regularly now that i am sort of back to what i call "normal".
your crazy crazy pill head
